The Other Side of Vixen

A woman uses her intelligence to find reasons to support her intuition. ~ Gilbert K. Chesterton

The pen is mightier than the sword. ~ Edward Bulwer-Lytton

Now that saying is totally true. I could give you several examples of my intuition supporting my intelligence and vice versa but I'm sure you can come up with a few reasons of your own. I found out something last night that made me laugh evilly---yes darlings, I do have an evil laugh. I only break it out on occasion though.

One day in March I had a particularly difficult encounter with a particularly difficult person (not a friend) that really upset me to the point of tears. I really needed to get it off my chest. There was really no-one that I could vent to that would understand the level of my frustrations with a this crazy ass bitch (CAB) so I just decided to pour all my emotions out on paper. (You know, that whole anger management thing that they say write it down and tear it up? Something like that.) Except I did it electronically. I was actually intending to email it to her. After reading it over again (hours after I had calmed down), I realised that it was totally vindictive and utterly malicious so I took the initiative and didn't post it on my blog/email it like I originally intended. Instead, I sent it to a few of my friends who all agreed I needed to vent but would be cruel to send it.

However....the CAB was snooping around in someone else's personal files (not mine) and found it. Snooping as in contacting MSN to get a password reset question, setting a new password, hacking into an email account and reading all the mail from me. She then printed it out....why? For posterity sake I guess. Apparently she's very upset.

So is it partially my fault? Hell yeah, I did write out a 25 point letter totally dissing her. Can I be blamed for her finding it? Nope---she was the idiot that was snooping into mail that wasn't any of her business.

Now she's in a pickle. She can't say anything about it because she was snooping when she found it. However now she knows how I really feel about her. If she wasn't actively looking for trouble, trouble wouldn't have found her. Anyway sha, katakata go bust for dis one.

And I think with this blog post I've effectively shattered the rosy view that people have of me. Yep, I can be a total bitch with the best of them. So don't cross me or I'll break out my bat on you and enjoy every minute of it!

*Seriously though---I'm not sorry about this one.*