Torn

I've been contemplating this for days and I'm really torn. I don't know if I should head to Nigeria right now for my sister's wedding. She's having a huge reception in the US that she would prefer me to come to, but I still want to go to Nigeria. It's calling to me like a sirens to sailors, like pens to executive desks. I'm so torn. I really wish I had saved up more money, because that is the main mitigating factor. If I had a couple of grand stacked, then it would be no problem to buy a ticket last minute and fly home for the wedding.

Grrrrr.